My take on the Dark Knight Joker makeup. #makeup #batman #joker #ehmuhly #bonnieredqueen (Taken with Instagram)

Pulling off the latex. #batman #makeup #twoface #joker #ehmuhly #bonnieredqueen (Taken with Instagram)

So this is me in one of my costumes for the play I am in. I’m starting to feel comfortable with myself and the way I look. I’m not 100% there yet and I still feel really unhealthy but I can change that. I can eat healthier and get more exercise in my daily routine but I am starting to love my curves! I am who I am and that’s all I can be. And if you hate me then you are not worth my time. So fuck off! K thanks, bye. LOL <3

<3:

• bonnieredqueen
• jaredsgirl86
• merederpien
• brokeback-purgatory
• jerkwhojerkbends
• shadows-within-shadows
• kultarakas
• mishaouroverlord
• bestcouples

Love you all:

• bonnieredqueen
• merederpien
• kultarakas
• jaredsgirl86
• kristintastic
• mishaouroverlord
• jerkwhojerkbends
• shadows-within-shadows
• brokeback-purgatory

Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole:

• bonnieredqueen
• merederpien
• shadows-within-shadows
• mishaouroverlord
• jerkwhojerkbends
• kultarakas
• kristintastic
• brokeback-purgatory
• mishstiel

Tumblr Crushes:

• bonnieredqueen
• merederpien
• kissmezachanson
• shadows-within-shadows
• helenaswayne
• brokeback-purgatory
• mishstiel
• kultarakas
• jerkwhojerkbends

bonnieredqueen replied to your post

YEP. Exactly what’s going through my head right now. :D

RIGHT?!

http://www.jaredpadaleckisass.com

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Yeah, cause that shit SUCKS. DX

Very much so. 

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I’m sure he does, but he really won’t ever understand, unfortunately. :/ It’s good that he tries, though.

Yeah. It is. And honestly, when it comes down to it, I don’t think I want him to fully understand because I dont want him to have to go through the emotional crap and everything I did to make me feel this way.

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Yeah. Stupid boys, and not understanding. DX And I don’t blame you.

Yeah. Really. He tries but there are days where it’s just like, “why the fuck am I telling you this?!” 

bonnieredqueen replied to your post: I just wish he understood.

I don’t think him being an actor would help him understand. I think if he had any idea what it was like to be insecure, and uncomfortable about exposing his body, he would know.

Yeah, you’re right. But if he was an actor, he’d understand why this shit is affecting me like it is. I have to dig so deep and dredge up so many feelings for this role. Ugh. I will definitely take a break after this show.

bonnieredqueen replied to your post: I may just have to watch 10 Things I Hate About You after I get home from rehearsal.

DO IT FOR ME.

As you wish. ;-)

Love you:

• bonnieredqueen
• kissmezachanson
• kristintastic
• use-me-up-zachanson
• jaredsgirl86
• hansonforever
• helenaswayne
• underneathzachanson
• darren-criss-rides-a-waka

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Well, duh. Just sucks that you’re feeling so crappy.

Yeah. It really does.